Monday, July 23, 2007

Sad

I'm so so so very sad.

AF (hate the term but it works in this case) has joined me in all her glory, that fat bird is warbling like a canary and I feel CRAP.

No kidding myself any more that those embryos are doing anything at all. Maybe they just don't like me.

At least i'll get some better nights sleep now. Haven't really slept well all 2WW. Be good to have my mind clear again.

I'm going to wallow (quite a lot) for a few days and eat cake. I'll see you on the other side.

xxx

15 comments:

Imogen and David said...

I'm so sorry xo

Reproductive Jeans said...

portia--i am so sad for you--you are in my thoughts...hugs

Amy R said...

Oh Portia, I am so incredibly sorry. You hang in there hon.

Thalia said...

really sorry to hear this, portia. Sending you virtual cake.

Knock Me Up said...

I'm sorry. This really sucks after having gotten the faint line a few days ago. A real mind f*ck (pardon my language)!. Have some drinks, wallow away, we'll all be here when you get back.

Chili said...

I'm so sorry. Have two pieces of cake - you deserve it.

Hopeful Mother said...

I'm so sorry, Portia. I am thinking of you both.

Bea said...

Crap. I'm glad you'll be sleeping better, but that's a pretty small silver lining. So sorry.

Bea

CAM said...

Take time for yourself to have drinks and cake...and lots of it. The phrase that you used "see you on the other side" is so appropriate. We are all here for you and understand the crazy frustration you feel now.
I'll have a drink for you...maybe two...
:)

My Reality said...

I am sorry, Portia. I wish I could bring you a cake and eat it with you.

Foreverhopeful said...

Just caught up on your last couple of posts and wanted to just say how sorry I am. I know how hard this crap all is - I've been there many times. Just be good to yourself and allow yourself to grieve. Big hugs to you and I'll be thinking of you.

Rachel said...

So sorry. It's just awful.

Waiting Amy said...

So sorry Portia. Eat cake, and ice cream and chocolate. Kind thought to you and Mr G.

Baby Blues said...

I'm so sorry. Hugs Portia.

seattlegal said...

Dammit! I am so sorry!